Sri Vasudeva's Personal Journey of Self Transformation
"It was Saturday so all the shops closed at midday. I was sitting out in the park. A lot of people were going home, so the city was a little bit empty. It was just me and a lot of these, homeless people around. I started to think, how am I different from them? They have lost all faith in humanity. They have no standards [to live up to or believe in]. They are completely dispossessed, disenchanted with life. They are just surviving. I am watching this one lying here, this one sitting there all with their little possessions. How different am I? That was the first time it really struck me deeply that I am just like them. That was really a very humble thought that came to my mind; I am no different to them.
I knew there was a path to find.
What is love?
How can I get into a state where I can feel love in every moment?
When I look at people, I wonder, are they really happy?
What am I doing in this world? I don’t even know who I am. I don’t know who God is. I don't know what life is. What am I doing in this world?
I wanted to experience love, I wanted to manage my mind, I wanted to connect with whoever sent me here.
What stood out for me more than anything then is the inability to control thought. I thought, then, how can I ever be wise if I cannot ever control my mind. Not only that, my heart was so empty, I never had an intense feeling of lovelessness as in that period."
And so the search began. . .
Sri Vasudeva shares his personal journey of self-transformation. His path took him to India with very little possessions, where the magic of his transformation took spark. This changed his life outlook, his way of doing things, his consciousness. This Divine presence transformed his being, his family and his work. All this led him to an intense period of 40 days that brought him to a full shift in consciousness from humanity to Divinity. Life became completely different from then. Watch as he shares his story in the video below:
"That was the journey of the 40 Days, an old self was disappearing. It is like the serpent changing its skin, a new being was changing. I could not begin to believe it, but I saw it before these human eyes. This human being was able to experience a new consciousness inside the human body, renewed. In 1978, I can say that I was reborn; the deathless ‘I’ came alive. Vasudeva, deathless, birthless! The Guru gave the name (Vasudeva) but I had to wait until the 40 Days to experience what the name means, the light dwelling in all, Vasudeva."